Quantum Human Design Evolution Report 11-16-2020

Sun Transits the Gate 14 and Aligning with Source

I hope this week finds you inspired and gathering energy for what’s next!

I’ve been pretty frustrated with myself these past few weeks. There is a part of me that knows exactly what I need to do to stay calm, focused and aligned. It’s what I teach and yet, doing it can feel super challenging.

I buy into the lie that “I don’t have enough time…” or some other creative twist on this thought…and basically panic…

When I flip through my journal, there are pages after pages of me basically whining to myself about how hard it is for me to do those things that I KNOW will make me feel better, like breathe, go for a walk, write some poetry, unplug for a while…

Geez, sometimes it is sure hard to walk my talk.

The hardest thing for me, personally, is slowing down enough to get grounded and centered. This is, the “curse” of my Time Bender (Manifesting Generator) energy. I have the capacity to go crazy wild with “doing-ness” and sometimes forget to:

  • Respond
  • Inform
  • Stay connected to Source

My internal non-verbal creative flow is pretty compelling and electrical sometimes. It’s is easy to follow it down the rabbit hole…

It has been a wildly creative year for me personally. A lot of of output has spewed out of me. I’m grateful for these cycles when I am infinitely inspired.

But I also struggle with keeping myself aligned. The pressure can get to me and it’s not pretty. The shadow of my Time Bender energy can be very, very frustrated.

I’m sharing this with you because for decades I have watched leaders in our community talk about how easy it is to simply focus, stay aligned, thing good thoughts and “poof” magic, your life will be perfect. It is simple, but sure as heck not always easy.

(I might also add that a lot of leaders in the personal growth and development arena are men with wives. Just sayin’.)

I want you to know that if you struggle with staying consistent, keeping yourself aligned, having bad days or even bad cycles, it’s ok.

It’s OK.

It’s actually NORMAL.

You’re not screwed up. You’re not broken. You don’t lack will power. You’re not weak.

You’re normal.

This life adventure is a process of constant recalibration. Some cycles are easier than others. Some days it works like magic!

Some days – not so much…

What makes it easier is your ability to be gentle with yourself. When we judge ourselves or resist where we are at, we spend our precious time and energy denying ourselves the one thing that can heal the whole mess:

Self-Compassion and Self-Generosity…

Be gentle with yourself, People.

And don’t let someone else’s illusion of having their life together make you feel like you’re not doing it right.

You’re always doing it right. You’re always growing and changing.

Have a great week!

From my Heart to Yours,

We are still experiencing a very interesting push-me-pull-you quality of energy. It’s tempting with the celestial energies at play for us to want to bear down and push with will and hard labor to try to force things to “work”. Like pounding “enter” on the keyboard 3,800,672 times while the little “loading” icon swirls around, our efforts will not affect anything and have the potential to leave us feeling frazzled and depleted if we allow ourselves to be seduced by the old ways of doing things.

If you feel stuck right now, it’s because the third dimension is somewhat “stuck” at the moment. Every planet that has the promise of bringing us momentum is paired with another kind of planetary placement that has the potential to work against it. You might feel all revved up with no where to go or that everything you are trying to create seems to be subject to errors, the need for revision or confusion.

We are being invited to explore our past patterns and, in particular, explore how we can better communicate in order to stop the spread of information that is untruthful, harmful or is working against the greater good of the whole.

We are also being reminded of two very important lessons, ones that we know, but we have a tendency to forget in the mesmerizing experience of the Earth Dream.

Lesson One: Each and every one of us has our own unique energy “blueprint” – a vibrational signature that is amplified when we create in alignment with our true purpose and from a place of authentic self-expression. When we are being true to ourselves, living in alignment with what feels authentic and real to us, then our purpose and our ability to access support is amplified.

The converse is also true.

If we are trying to create against who we truly are – if we’re compromising, settling for less, telling ourselves to wait until…later…when all our “ducks are in a row”…when our kids are grown, when we have more money, when the economy is better, when we have more time…..We are still creating. We never stop creating.

BUT, whatever we create from a place of compromise that causes us to stray from our unique vibrational signature, will serve ONE FUNCTION ONLY. Whatever disorganization, pain, chaos, frustration, anger, bitterness, disappointment, etc that we experience when we are not true to ourselves, is merely a signal from your Higher Self, that you’re off your aligned path, (hopefully) bringing you what you need to learn to hop right back onto the road to your authentic self.

To create from an empowered and powerful position, we must be aligned with our Authentic Selves.

Lesson Two: We amplify our creative power exponentially when we stop using brute force and letting impatience run the show. Everything we bring into form starts first in the quantum field as a non-manifested potential. That “quantum potential” is being carefully organized on levels of the non-material plane FIRST. When we try to override this organizing process and push something into form before it’s ready and before we anchor the energy with great deliberation and consciousness, we run the risk of our creation process running amok.

Now, more than ever, our creative process needs to be made with amplified deliberateness. We can not afford to react or be reactive. We must take time each day to really ground ourselves in the right timing of our creative expression and tend to the “birth” of our creative experience like loving cosmic midwives. We have to do this first and then let the Universe manage the details.

Implementing and trusting in this process will give you tremendous relief and exponentially amplify your creative power.

The Sun this week transits the Gate 14, the Gate of Creation. This is an energy that is often associated with money in the Human Design chart. We are exploring our relationship with work, money and the economy.

GAte 14

This energy brings us the challenge of learning to trust that, when we are aligned, the right opportunities that bring resources show up. We are learning to value resources and to appreciate how easily they can be created when we are aligned and to be gracious and grateful and not take for granted the resources you have.

There is a shadow to this energy. When we are unbalanced and fearful of not having “enough” the energy of the Gate 14 can create fear and worry about money, causing us to be willing to compromise our “right” work to do whatever we have to do for material gain.

The code for staying in the “high” expression of the Gate 14 lies in the Earth energy. The Earth transits the Gate 8, the Gate of Fulfillment, this week.

Gate 8

The Gate 8 helps us learn to express ourselves authentically, to wait for the right people to see the value of who we are, and to share ourselves vulnerably with all our heart. This week we work on learning to trust that we are a unique expression of the Divine with a purpose and a path. We must find that path and walk it without self-judgement or holding back.

Being who we truly are IS the most important contribution we can give to the world!

Have a great week!

From my Heart to Yours,